The Score - So Far

Tallying up my life at this crossroads. Successes and failures, maybe gauge some absolutes from seeing it in print - and here it is

Dropped out of school at the age 13 never to return.
Divorced at age 21 - still haven't remarried almost 30 years later.
Have never held a *job* more than 1 year at a time. Though have had many.
Have trouble completing any project, business, goal.
Do not own a home.
Have issues with sensory integration - too much volume or not enough.
Have been in solitary confinement now for almost 40 years. Give or take necessity gleaning.
Strengths seem to lie specifically in seeing the bigger picture and connecting with nature.
Weaknesses seem to lie specifically in regulation of emotion, thought and action.
Give well, don't receive very well.
Get under people's skin, don't understand the mechanism or reason why.
Coasting, numbing out, rising above this level of consciousness to either no man's land
or spatial galaxies - travel mode. Prefer the stoned feeling to being here and now.
Am considered an enigma to self and others. I never got me and neither do others.
Talents I seem to have are reading people, energy and musical comprehension and the ability to move things with my mind and intent.

Now - how to manifest a life with these pluses and minuses and not continue to hide in the trees and caves? And how to generate some income based on the talents.

Anyone need a musical energy reader that gets under people's skin and who can move the elements?

Let me know.

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