Cold Heart Syndrome
One of the routes of trauma – not roots mind you – but routes
This is a branch that leads to and from the genes – is one of poison,
i.e. toxic streams of baseless hatred transferred down the generational
highways, coursing through bloodstreams and arteries and creating
who we have become.
This toxic stream is derived from the liver, spleen (through the heart like a poison arrow) and up to the brain in a blended Mix of hormones that renders all that it meets on its way corroded, weak And imploded – not unlike sulfuric acid. It is bile – and it travels through blood, filtered down from purity into toxic sludge, from inception together with milk of my mother. She unaware has passed this to her children – and like clones, the generations have become carriers of this waterway of poison.
It is a black brownish mackish thick, not unlike tar, though thinner in consistency and able To seep into crevices and the lower places without any interference. It is a coarse, non reflective Panic and hysteria life force that feeds off apathy, disregard, cruelty, indifference, cold-heartedness, Mocking, derogatory feedback and sarcasm. The sarcastic element is the main staple of this energy, it runs The show – moving it along towards its goal. It is the sinister look, the judgment, the haughty stance and The dictator, jury and executioner.
The sole agenda of this acid – and that is to corrode slowly, precisely and deliberately and playing with the wounded for as long as it serves its entertainment (see also feeding) purposes.
One of the components within this bile is the element of self pity and serves as the impetus for creating a feeding session. There is no consciousness of these actions, as the program runs in the subconscious, where it was once created as a defense mechanism against antagonizers. One would think against one's captors. It falls into the realm of psychological warfare and can be directed at whim as an automatic response without knowledge of the program running until the heart, liver and brain which channel this stream and others eventually develops corrosion, manifesting as any variation of degenerative disease.
The remedy seems to lie in sweetening of the bile leading to its *watering* down and eventual transformation from dark to light, black to white, bitter to sweet, caustic to life-enhancing. This would be through the element of pure water - both on a physical level to reduce toxicity residue featured within the organic body and through the spiritual waters which require re-building an entirely new channel in which to bring this into awareness and allowing it to reach also the subconscious levels.
This is a branch that leads to and from the genes – is one of poison,
i.e. toxic streams of baseless hatred transferred down the generational
highways, coursing through bloodstreams and arteries and creating
who we have become.
This toxic stream is derived from the liver, spleen (through the heart like a poison arrow) and up to the brain in a blended Mix of hormones that renders all that it meets on its way corroded, weak And imploded – not unlike sulfuric acid. It is bile – and it travels through blood, filtered down from purity into toxic sludge, from inception together with milk of my mother. She unaware has passed this to her children – and like clones, the generations have become carriers of this waterway of poison.
It is a black brownish mackish thick, not unlike tar, though thinner in consistency and able To seep into crevices and the lower places without any interference. It is a coarse, non reflective Panic and hysteria life force that feeds off apathy, disregard, cruelty, indifference, cold-heartedness, Mocking, derogatory feedback and sarcasm. The sarcastic element is the main staple of this energy, it runs The show – moving it along towards its goal. It is the sinister look, the judgment, the haughty stance and The dictator, jury and executioner.
The sole agenda of this acid – and that is to corrode slowly, precisely and deliberately and playing with the wounded for as long as it serves its entertainment (see also feeding) purposes.
One of the components within this bile is the element of self pity and serves as the impetus for creating a feeding session. There is no consciousness of these actions, as the program runs in the subconscious, where it was once created as a defense mechanism against antagonizers. One would think against one's captors. It falls into the realm of psychological warfare and can be directed at whim as an automatic response without knowledge of the program running until the heart, liver and brain which channel this stream and others eventually develops corrosion, manifesting as any variation of degenerative disease.
The remedy seems to lie in sweetening of the bile leading to its *watering* down and eventual transformation from dark to light, black to white, bitter to sweet, caustic to life-enhancing. This would be through the element of pure water - both on a physical level to reduce toxicity residue featured within the organic body and through the spiritual waters which require re-building an entirely new channel in which to bring this into awareness and allowing it to reach also the subconscious levels.
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