Everyone's a Wounded Healer

Born into chaos - into shards
thorns and broken promises
Into hatred, submission, pain
The journey back is the journey
Home is the Healer's Walk

That's what I've conjured up in these last few days. On the verge of tears every few minutes. Michael, the world, me, air, my cats, my mother - life. Everything just tied up into a bundle of
fatigue and wanting to know more but getting busy signals or *return to sender*.

And then there is a figurine that keeps on popping up here and there like an icon - a black figurine - outline of a man. A shrouded man, a distant man, an outline. All over I am seeing this in many variations. but the Da Vinci stance the most common.
But I digress from what's been churning over in my mind - and that is the severely abused are actually the supreme healers of the age. But the trick is to actually come out through the other side, through the spiral, through the elements, through the facade and veil and shadows and chasms. Through it all - must emerge - and in that emerging - the knowledge, wisdom and understanding adheres to the psyche and forms a new spirit of healer. Only one who has walked this walk can be this healer and in turn open the eyes and hearts of other wounded. Compassion the vital force that propels up and forward.

And how ironic that this is just the thing that is at a negative from the get go. It's like saying to someone who is struggling to pay the rent - you can become a billionaire - but you will have to first make an initial investment of US$10,000 first. Then it's a sure thing. What? Where? How? Sorry - no can give this info - all that is stated is that you first have to GIVE - then it will be given to you. How? You figure it out.

And so the journey begins. And the wrong turns and the fallings, and the breakings - and on and on. Till maybe, at some junction you've figured out a way how to attain this initial giving. And the ironic part is, what if you had it all along, but it was just hidden within, out of reach and consciousness? And all this time you were looking out there - in all sorts of places - in all kinds of hearts, souls, minds and resources - just to figure out that you had the precious cargo all along.

So - spiral up, out - widening - expanding - connecting to the matrix of the force field that weaves all souls and resonating that frequency of Healer - and letting it flow, gather energy - move, shift and transform. With the motivators of Faith and Trust - propelling it through.

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