Cut It Down and I Will Build It Up (Over and Over)

You and your damnation
It’s beyond explanation
I’m in a state of exasperation
Where your acts are of castration
Defying creation
Breaking down
cutting down
Destroying our holy nation

So sick of your ways of destruction
I will not take part in your commotion
In your party of hatred
Where nothing is sacred
And the bottom line is gain
And total annihilation

Killing for the allure
Phony, and sick you conjure
For your power we endure
It’s for greed, guts and gore
Nothing more

Missiles twisted ballisted
Names for killing listed
And bones of your sisters
Screaming out but you missed it
Where you sit
That’s just it
your corner
Of prejudicial shit

In a state of confusion
Sacrificial lamb of diffusion
Keeping up visions of illusion
Your namesake is dis-soul-ution
Your final solution
Absent heart and soul so amiss
In your sphere its love you dismiss
The mockery and malice
when you don a tallis

In blasphemy
You write your history
In infamy
Idolatry
Into the ages
Disregarding our sages
As we squirm in our cages
And the storm inside
and outside
rages.

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